Forbidden


 * 1) I wasn’t allowed to do this. But I couldn’t resist. He was so good looking with chiseled chest in my face. I wanted to stroke his chest feeling all him mussels hard under his skin. I step away quickly before something I'm not aloud to do. I quickly stutter "I'm sorry its all my fought." I should of been watching where I was walking." I spin on my heels to get away and as I took one step away he grab hold of my wrist tightly not letting go. I yelp at his touch. Such strong hands, 'Oh I wish I could hold them, but no I musts stop thinking like this. I'll get in trouble with my master.'
 * 2) "Please don't leave me, Sandra. I know we can't be together but I dont care what your master says. I will become your master one day. I promise." I look away from him. I couldn't bare look at him so I pulled my hand away from him and ran as quick as I can. I do wish I didn't have to run from him but I must or my master will punish me again. I can't stand being punished by him its torture. I can't even think it without crying.
 * 3) "Oh master why must you be so cruel to me? I can't even have a normal life anymore." I turn the corner and hide in a dark crack open in the wall and cry my heart out. "Why? Why? Why?" I'm feeling so depressed and lonely. I cant wait untill all of this is over.
 * 4) At such a young age, with an easily impressed mind I was always told that he was doing all of this for my benefit. That in the real world all the obedience he has taught me will be in my favor. What's the point if i'm not even allowed out there? Will I ever? The idea of being stuck here for the rest of my life under his rule haunts my every thought. I need to get out. Not tomorrow, or next week but now. I always imagined myself an independent being, but i have no experience of the outside world. Even with the lack of experience, i know i love him too much to leave behind. We, together, as a couple can and will do this.
 * 5) This life of mine is so hard to bare. My master has a hold on me that i can't seperate from, no matter how hard I tried. I can't have a boyfriend, hang out with friends, or even go to the park. I wish i had the normal life of a child but I don't.
 * 6) What the hell is this 50 shades of wack.
 * 7) I had to be mature at a young age, because my lessons began early and if i didn't learn them fast, then there would be more punishment. I tried to remember what life had been like before all this. How old had I been? 7, 8? I couldn't remember. All i wondered was how could anyone leave me with a man like this. My master caught me outside and punished me. That was it, the last straw. That night i went around looking for things that i could use on the road. Upon my exploration, i found a chest that i hadn't noticed before. I tried to pull it open, and when i did this the wall moved towards me! I went to look inside the opening, and inside i saw a staircase. I walked down for what felt like forever, and finally came upon another door. Inside was a room with a lot of documents, so i looked around and found some with MY name on them! I started reading and couldn't believe what I saw; it was information about my parents! I couldn't stop to think about it though, because as i was reading, I heard footsteps coming down the stairs! I had to think fast and hide, but where was there? Quickly looking around the room In fear I saw a small cabinet just about my size. Rushing to it I threw the doors open and crammed my body inside. Just as I closed the doors the main door opened to the room and footsteps appeared. Looking through the crack I saw it was no other than my master. Slapping my hands over my mouth I prayed to the stars he wouldn't catch me or I'd be dead. I saw him walk over to the dresser I had just been by and grab some sheets of paper. Turning around he started towards the exit. I quietly sighed to myself "Thank god" Suddenly my phone I forgot I had viberated. Shaking with fear I grabbed the phone and turned it off. Sadly I wasnt so lucky. His whole figure tensed by the door and he turned around with blazing eyes. Peering through the hole I saw him starting top search through stuff. I pushed myself closer top the cabinet walls hoping I could seep throught then. Just when he was about to open my door there was a crash from upstairs. He turned and left closing the door with him.
 * 8) as I found that my master was gone, I started to breathe again. I looked at my phone and what did I see?